First of all let me note that I am quite a successful, ambitious young woman. I am one of those people who always know what they want, go directly to their aim and achieve it whatever it may cost (in a good sense of it, of course). All of my friends always considered me to be a lucky person and I though that my confidence and persistence would never let me drop out of a race that is a successful life. However, who could expect that I would have to go through a very difficult period in my life!
That was terrible. I tried to understand what was going on inside of me but I failed to do it every time I made an attempts. During half a year I visited different doctors, searching for a real professional, trying to find the reason for my horrible feelings or disease which could provoke such reaction of my organism.
I had a real signs of panic disorder. I started to feel that something went wrong after graduating from my university and getting really a great, perspective, high-paid job. I was diagnosed with anxiety/panic disorder and could not believe it. I addressed many doctors to hear my verdict and all of them agreed in opinion that panic disorder was a cause for all these strange unpleasant feelings and my odd actions.
It took sometime for me to admit the fact that I really had a mental problem. I did mot want anyone to know what was going on with me and I was ashamed about my state. People around me did not understand what happened and were amazed however I tried to escape all the questions.
At first, I did not want to confess to myself in my diagnosis; it was inadmissible to think that someone could know the truth about me. Four months ago my personal doctor prescribed Xanax (Alprazolam) and Zoloft to me and I had no another rescue than just follow his instructions and start taking them. At first I thought that there will not be any result and medicines would not able to help in my situation as it has come too far and became enough serious. Everyone was shocked with my actions as I began to cry without any reason and then I did not want to speak with anyone; I ignored all and preferred staying at home all days long.
I had a prescription on Xanax (Alprazolam)